BABY JACKSON BEAL: 2010

Monday, September 13, 2010

Do you know about our new blog? :)

Just wanted to remind everybody that I have a new blog, If your not following it, I hope you start now. I loved reading all your sweet comments, and knowing we had so many people praying for us, and that cared. Love to you all

Candice Brooke Beal

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Happy birthday baby Jackson 7/29/10

Hello blog world! Haven't been on here in forever to blog, or even read other friends blogs. I hope and pray that all of you are doing great. Well tomorrow is jacksons first birthday, July 29th. Wow how I've been depressed this week. It feels like it really means he's gone. I won't ever see him, it's over. It's been a year so why am I feeling this now? It's like I'm really feeling the lose now more then ever. This week has not been good. Please pray for us tomorrow as we celebrate Jackson's 1st birthday without him. I miss my baby boy so very much, and wish god had had other plans for our family, like plans for us to still have our sweet Jackson! One of the best days of my life was the day I gave birth to Jackson Mac. The worst day of my life by far was the day he died in my arms. I believe the next worst day of my life will be tomorrow, on his first birthday, then his funeral would be next on this list. All horrible things to go thru. So happy happy happy birthday baby boy from your momma....mommy wishes she could hold you on this very special day. Hope God gives you a rockin party! Ps I'm blogging on my phone if this post looks funny......

A SWEET LITTLE POEM

What Makes a Mother
I thought of you all, I closed my eyes and prayed to God today. I asked what makes a Mother and I know I heard Him say,A Mother has a baby.This we know is true. But God can you be a Mother when your baby's not with you?"Yes you can!", He replied with confidence in His voice,"I give many women babies,when they leave is not their choice."Some I send for a lifetime and other's for a day.And some I send to feel your womb but there's no need to stay. I just don't understand this God,I want my baby here. He took a breath and cleared His throat and then I saw a tear.I wish I could show you what your child is doing today. If you could see your child smile with other children and say,"We go to earth to learn our lessons of love and life and fear.My Mommy loved me oh so much I got to come straight here.I feel so lucky to have a Mom who had so much love for me I learned my lesson very quickMy Mommy set me free.I miss my Mommy oh so much but I visit her each day.When she goes to sleep on her pillow's where I lay.I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek and whisper in her ear,Mommy don't be sad todayI'm your baby and I'm here."So you see my dear sweet one,your children are OK. Your babies are here in my home and this is where they'll stay. They'll wait for you with meuntil your lesson is through.And on that day that you come home they'll be at the gates for you. So now you see what makes a Mother.It's the feeling in your heart.It's the love you had so much of right from the very start. Though some on earth may not realize that you are a Mother until their time is done.They'll be up here with me one day and know you're the best one.Written with love for all the Mother's missing their babies by Jennifer Wasik

BABY JACKSON BEAL

Monday, September 13, 2010

Do you know about our new blog? :)

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Happy birthday baby Jackson 7/29/10

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