Well,
I'm in Ft. Worth until the baby gets here. Really i'm in Irving with Janet and Jackie. We really appreciate them and don't know what we would do without there help. I went to the doctor today thinking he was just going to send me home. That was not the case at all. I was contracting the whole time i was at the doctor, which these days is very normal for me. They didn't like it though. So they checked me and wow I was over 50% thinned and dilated to a 2. He wasn't so much worried about me being dilated because i've been dilated for a month, but not thinned. My doctor said most women are in labor by this point. So i have to stay close by. We also have some really bad news on the baby that later tonight I will update everyone on. I was very shocked and upset by all of it. I still believe that Jackson is going to make it. God will heal him and I really believe that. Sorry not enough time to write more, will be back on here in a few hours........please pray for baby jackson and us.
Love Candice
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BABY JACKSON BEAL'S CDH JOURNEY
A SWEET LITTLE POEM
What Makes a Mother
I thought of you all, I closed my eyes and prayed to God today. I asked what makes a Mother and I know I heard Him say,A Mother has a baby.This we know is true. But God can you be a Mother when your baby's not with you?"Yes you can!", He replied with confidence in His voice,"I give many women babies,when they leave is not their choice."Some I send for a lifetime and other's for a day.And some I send to feel your womb but there's no need to stay. I just don't understand this God,I want my baby here. He took a breath and cleared His throat and then I saw a tear.I wish I could show you what your child is doing today. If you could see your child smile with other children and say,"We go to earth to learn our lessons of love and life and fear.My Mommy loved me oh so much I got to come straight here.I feel so lucky to have a Mom who had so much love for me I learned my lesson very quickMy Mommy set me free.I miss my Mommy oh so much but I visit her each day.When she goes to sleep on her pillow's where I lay.I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek and whisper in her ear,Mommy don't be sad todayI'm your baby and I'm here."So you see my dear sweet one,your children are OK. Your babies are here in my home and this is where they'll stay. They'll wait for you with meuntil your lesson is through.And on that day that you come home they'll be at the gates for you. So now you see what makes a Mother.It's the feeling in your heart.It's the love you had so much of right from the very start. Though some on earth may not realize that you are a Mother until their time is done.They'll be up here with me one day and know you're the best one.Written with love for all the Mother's missing their babies by Jennifer Wasik
I thought of you all, I closed my eyes and prayed to God today. I asked what makes a Mother and I know I heard Him say,A Mother has a baby.This we know is true. But God can you be a Mother when your baby's not with you?"Yes you can!", He replied with confidence in His voice,"I give many women babies,when they leave is not their choice."Some I send for a lifetime and other's for a day.And some I send to feel your womb but there's no need to stay. I just don't understand this God,I want my baby here. He took a breath and cleared His throat and then I saw a tear.I wish I could show you what your child is doing today. If you could see your child smile with other children and say,"We go to earth to learn our lessons of love and life and fear.My Mommy loved me oh so much I got to come straight here.I feel so lucky to have a Mom who had so much love for me I learned my lesson very quickMy Mommy set me free.I miss my Mommy oh so much but I visit her each day.When she goes to sleep on her pillow's where I lay.I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek and whisper in her ear,Mommy don't be sad todayI'm your baby and I'm here."So you see my dear sweet one,your children are OK. Your babies are here in my home and this is where they'll stay. They'll wait for you with meuntil your lesson is through.And on that day that you come home they'll be at the gates for you. So now you see what makes a Mother.It's the feeling in your heart.It's the love you had so much of right from the very start. Though some on earth may not realize that you are a Mother until their time is done.They'll be up here with me one day and know you're the best one.Written with love for all the Mother's missing their babies by Jennifer Wasik
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I hope this blog helps everybody understand what CDH is.
Rob and I
right b4 i found out i was pregnant...i had the blk hair going on...
Many prayers for baby Jackson! Remember that the docs are not always right. They had Maxton diagnosed with some things he ended up not having. We will be praying and I cannot wait to hear about the little guy! Praying for you all too.
ReplyDeleteAsh
Wishing you all the best during this crazy time!
ReplyDeleteAshley's right...the drs. can only make guesses prenatally, the babies are the ones who really run the show once they are here!
Good luck,
Hugs and prayers,
Sheryl